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Saturday, October 22, 2005

Submissive Eyes

In my dreams, my lover looks
at me with submissive eyes
Knowing I crave to give to her
the sweetest of orgasms

My tongue licks and pleases
tugs and teases as she moans
For she knows my desire for
affection measures my love

My hands hold her waist gently
my lips tug against her clit
As softly as a warm summer breeze
as her fingers run thru my hair

And once she has been satisfied
once that she has rested
Her warm lips dip below my naval
and she sucks beyond my dreams

Velvety soft and soothing as her
hand tugs on my sac
eager to give to her master the joy
that fills her heart, her soul

And as I cummmm, I hear the anxious
sounds of sucking as I moan for her
Her eyes of devotion look deeply into
mine and whisper, I am loved.

I Just Don't Know How To Love You

But....I Just Don't Know How To Love You

It changed from an instance, the love that made me shine

Why? did it have to continue on this line

You took me back in your heart

Wrapped me tight with your arms

Yet...questions I asked from the the dark corners of my mind
in the tightness of this chain, prison loving bind
but how? I don't know how to love you back...
Wouldn't you tell me what to do?

How am I going to fill in your bustling busy world?
How am I going to enlighten thou against the cold?
Teach me again how to paint the rainbows up the skies
To stop and dry the tears on your eyes
Tears I caused when I said goodbye.


Let my devotion I'll try, put a smile back on thy face
Give you loving attention with awesome grace
And with every laughing wrinkle on thy brow
Is a mile of contentment,I wish to go

Let the sound of my voice soothe your weariness
casting away those worries,and aches of emptiness

I come to you in open arms,this i say...
that no matter what,

I SHALL LOVE YOU...ALL THE WAY.

But I really don’t know how to love you.

Arousal.

You touch me, oh yes, yes so slow
I start to feel mmm, a warm glow
Your lips on my tender creamy skin
The short stubble from your chin

You tease, to please, to arouse me
Sensations building so exquisitely
Lovely kisses so airy and light
Causing sensuous tickling delight

Fingers delving, caressing, arousing
My skin has an all over tingling
Go lingeringly on my inner thigh
From me, small murmurings, a sigh

Just a slight movement and a touch
From you and I quiver ever so much
I arch my back, and urging you to me
To feel you inside me, body to body

You enter me, so tight, thrusting
Two bodies join, two spirits soaring
We begin to move, yes rhythmically
At first movements are slow so slowly

I follow your lead, responding to you
Building up, faster, doing as you do
Faster, thrusting, our hips grinding
I look up at you and see you smiling

I`m so close you whisper into my ear
So am I ,just on the edge, nearly there
You thrust in out, in and then you withdraw
I beg you, fill me, fill me, give me more

You thrust again, in so deep, filling me
Filling me completely, so passionately
As we cum, jointly almost as if we are one
Spent now, replete, satisfied, over and done

Relaxed now, limbs are curled, still entwined

The feeling of orgasm are still in our mind

Friday, April 15, 2005

This ongoing endless need for the little things in life

This ongoing endless need for the little things in life ... ahhh my love I open my heart and all the little things you shall find....

as I sit back and try to comprehend the life of another soul, of another woman, of another heart in need of endless love ... I can’t quite take it all in ... but within what I do see, its only the simple little things this woman has grown so accustom to feeling the need or desire for ... was it me, the fairy who was sent to fill those needs ... even though we sleep the days in between ... I will be there to kiss you when your waking, to kiss you as you come and cradle you as you lie sleeping and dreaming of the day we find our secret garden ...
and yet the fairy also sees much pain ... so much unleashed love to be given ... ahhhh if only my head could rest against you dear ... if only I could smell the scent of your skin ... the taste of your nectar and the essence of your soul ... these things we dream of how wonderful they can be ...
But always remember this my love ... I am all the little things ... all the little things...
the fairy whispers to this simple woman, no my love, you have not lost the desire to love ... your only seeking an outlet for its release ... just look before you ... IT FOUND YOU willing to give and love unconditionally ... willing to listen and learn ... willing to share this part of life with you here now ... our safe secret garden .... founded on sight alone of two twin souls ... ones who meet long ago ... it was there in the garden that we first met and spoke of love ...
yes, so exciting my love ... the thought of our next talk ... the thought of our next dream to come ... all so exciting ... as these are all the little things ... all the little things ...
even if oceans were to come between ... it's your face that I have so loved to touch ... as this rose colored filter shades the light that passes by ... the world opens up with desire for this birth of new love ... reawaken my child ... awww and at last they have arrived in their secret garden ... oh my god how beautiful it is ... let us lay amongst the daisies and speak of love forever ...
these times of laughter have begun to work for us my love ... lets not end it all now ... it shall be unconditionally forever ... this love that continues to grow between us, this smile I see before me ... it is this smile I wish to remain near ... do not leave me ever my dear ...

Ever Wonder...

Ever wonder why we fall so deep in love
It feels as though it was sent from above
Ever wonder why we listen to that sad song
Questioning ourselves if this love is wrong
Ever wonder why her smile brings you bliss
Wondering if you’ll ever get that one kiss
Ever wonder why her touch makes you shiver
Just knowing she’s around even makes you quiver
Ever wonder why you feel so alone
Without her with you feel unknown
Ever wonder why she’s scared to be with you
Just to give you the chance is all she has to do
Ever wonder why things seem too hard
She’s been hurt before so she’s on guard
Ever wonder why nothing matters anymore
When you think of her your eyes start to pour
Ever wonder why things don’t work out
You find yourself alone and in a pout
Ever wonder why you haven’t met a special girl
Love seems to through you in a giant whirl
Ever wonder why you make yourself so sad
You see couples and wish it was someone you had
Ever wonder that just maybe it will come true
You just have to patient you’ll have someone too
Ever wonder that you’re a great person inside
Just know your someone you know you can confide
Ever wonder that your love is passionate and strong
Just be true and you’ll find someone in not too long
Ever wonder why you can be really happy
You know you shouldn’t be one to be sappy
Ever wonder how your friends show you a great time
You can be happy if you want to, that’s a sign

There’s someone out there who will welcome your love
She’ll lift you up and fly you away like angels dove
If you look at yourself you’ll see a good person inside its not a dream
And then you’ll know the reason everyone says you’re the way you seem
This is for anyone who feels alone...

Can't Stop thinking' 'bout U......

Standing' on a lonely road, beneath blue skies..
I look ahead and see the long road ahead,
an empty stretch of cement, rough and hard...
I take a few steps and halt,
My knees are trembling',
My palms r sweaty,
The roads r so lonely..........!
the skies so blue....
If only U were there,
if only U was around ...
And then I realize...
I jus' can't stop thinking' 'bout u....
Jus' can't stop thinking' bout u, honey....

I walk a little farther ,taken' slow faltering' steps,
Each step reminding' me that something’s amiss,
Something' not quite right,
My feet don't tread the road with the confidence of a person ,
Who's sure what and where they r,
My mind doesn't think 'bout the thorns that prick my feet,
An then I realize ,
I realize Darling' that..
I jus' can't stop thinking' 'bout u.....

By now my mind's wandering'
the road looks longer and harsher,
Even the peaceful fields look like scary dark moors to me.....
My eyes tell a story of their own,
They speak what my mouth refuses,
My mouth's too busy smiling',
Tears flow freely,
I look up, to the heaven above ,
An' let out a silent prayer,
a prayer to see my love again,
I try to concentrate on the road but....
my eyes are to blurred to see,
And I wonder what's wrong with me,
An' I realize....
Love ...I jus' can't stop thinking' 'bout u.........

My hands move mechanically to wipe away tears,
and I trudge on that weary road alone,
With hope in my heart,
An' a prayer on my lips .
to see u again,
Coz I can't walk on life's path alone,
I can't even step ahead without u,
U leave me for a while and my roads become arduous and bitter for me....
Don't ever thing of goin' away...coz....
If u do...
I may continue trudging' wearily on that road,
continue loving u, continue, trying' to reach the end, continue trying'.....and maybe everything' will jus end trying' coz I can know no end and no beginning without u,

A Search Of Happiness

The grief in my eyes
Will never melt away
No matter how hard I will try
No matter how much I will pray
Happiness had died
Or has lost its way
As I wait in my endless fear
For another painful day

Many questions are here
To which I’ll never find an answer
My tear won't disappear
It's stuck with me and my anger
Never will it leave me
And never will I surrender

I missed you my happiness
Tell me where you are
Are you still next to me
Or you ran away so far
Give me a decent reason
Why do you keep on hiding
I'm tired of my confusion
I'm tired of too much searching
I won't stop looking
Till I figure out where you've been
I'll always be hoping
That one day you'll return

Some people might search for something, when it is very near to them, other might think they have something, when it’s not really with them, anyways...don't bother searching too much, what’s meant to be will always find a way

YOU

You’re in my thoughts
So many of my thoughts are of you.
Each night when the world is quiet and still
your smile and the wonderful memories
we have shared, crowd my mind.

Each day, as I go about my daily routine
you slip gently into my thoughts
and make me smile.

I wonder what you are doing,
Trust that everything is going well
and hope that you miss me too.
It's hard to be apart
because I care, but please know that
you are an important part of my life.

Though we can't be together
we are together
in our memories and thoughts.
I am here with all my heart
looking ahead to that time
that you and I will meet.

A Far Away Love

When I lay in bed at night, I hold my pillow very tight.
For every second that goes by, wishing you could see my eyes.
I catch myself starring into space, whishing I could see your face.
For the thought of you makes me shiver, and to be that close to you would make my body quiver.
For a feeling this deep, should be the one we could keep.
Wanting that touch from you is so strong, how can these feelings be wrong.
So I lay there dreaming of you, whishing you only knew how very much I want to be touching you.
I walk on the beach and look up at the stars, knowing you are so very far.
So a far away love should never be measured.
Cause with you in my life I have a treasure.
For all the loves, that can never be.

A Longing For You

Planted was a seed in my mind
That one day I would claim you as mine.
From where this seed came I do not know.

I know that I long to taste your tender kiss,
And to have my name whispered from your sweet lips.

I want to touch, taste and smell your skin—
To caress it softly, and take it all in.

Your love has lifted me to regions unknown,
Yet I am completely at home.

I love you more with each passing day—
I love you in every way.

I cannot wait for our lives to collide,
To hold you and awaken at your side.

I will be praying for the days to turn fast,
So again I may see my love, at last.

So, believe in your heart there is someone who cares,
Whose love for you will never wear,
Who'll adore you forever and unconditionally;
And that someone who loves you
Is me

Friday, April 08, 2005

You Have My Heart

I had no clue it was going happen, not even from the start
before I knew it you had my heart,
I don't know when love took over, but it did.
That I can't undo. My feelings have grown so deep, so true,
I want nobody else, but only you.
That first night together, just lying next to you,
hoping that if you only knew.
that sweet embrace I gave with such love and devotion,
Looking deep within your eyes desiring your ocean.
Our time together just came and went.
Just watching you walk away was a hard event.
From driving home and to this day, you've had my heart in every way.
Even now your cologne still lingers on my pillow,
As I slumber and dream a little.
I gave you my heart, I want you to stay.
I just know .. It will never be that way.
You have my heart, I gave it to you.
Wonder what you will do?

A Forbidden Love

Like a flower, not yet open to all the beauties nature holds,
so is my love for you.
It hides behind a twinkle in my eyes
sparkling like fresh morning dew.
A forbidden love, that's what Ive named it
because of the circumstances.
A lot of quality time, heart-to-heart conversations
a couple of quick glances.
Your attractiveness, your personality
the way you show you care.
I've developed a few special feelings for you
but to let you know, id never dare.
I get excited when you come near.
Somehow you've got my heart in a clutch.
I cant help feeling tingly inside
and trembling at your touch.
My love for you has got a hold on me
that no other person can break through.
And maybe in another day and time,
"we" could be understood as me and you.

A Beautiful Imagination

Tonight, Tonight, Tonight,
Can't wait to hold you tight.
You are not here with me.
But it is crystal clear
that we will be
in heaven once again.

Our bodies will be one.
Our voices breathless
from having so much fun.
I shiver
just thinking of you.
Your promising words
on the screen,
making me look forward to
the time when the phone will ring.
Until this moment I sing
the never ending
Song of desire,
Come on,
Light My Fire.

A Cyber Kiss

A Cyber Kiss.. I give to you with feelings from the heart so warm and true.
A Cyber Kiss.. I want you to have for you make me smile when times seem bad.
A Cyber Kiss.. I blow your way you see for its you who I think of with each passing day.
A Cyber Kiss.. Is yours my love because amore your all that I dream of.
A Cyber Kiss for ever more oh, my love...So much love for you in my heart I will store.

Thursday, April 07, 2005

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

A treasure to be cherished,
A gift from God above;
Is the beauty of a friendship,
Touched by unconditional love.

A love that asks no questions,
Believes in all the best;
Never doubting, ever trusting,
Withstanding any test.

A love that weathers any storm,
And yet that love still stands;
Through the very darkest hour,
It still reaches out a hand.

There in that hand the sweetest gift,
That you can give a friend;
A heart that cares, a love that shares,
That will be there till the end.

A treasure to be cherished,
A gift from God above;
Is what I share with you my friend,
An unconditional love.

A CALL FOR HAPPINESS

AS I SIT AND PRAY JUST HOPING GOD WILL LISTEN TOO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY, I WONDER IS HE REALLY THERE OR IS IT HE JUST DONT CARE. I DONT ASK FOR MONEY, GIFTS OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT; JUST FOR HAPPINESS AND I DIDN’T THINK THAT IT WAS TO MUCH TO ASK.MY LIFE IS FILLED WITH SADNESS THAT JUST WONT PASS; ALTHOUGH I WAIT PATIENT I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN LAST; THE PAIN HURTS DEEP DOWN INSIDE AND THE LONGER IT LINGERS I FEEL AS THOUGH IM GONNA DIE OH GOD I ASK ONE MORE TIME, PLEASE BLESS ME WITH THE HAPPINESS I NEED TOO SURVIVE.

A Feeling

A feeling so deep, a feeling so pure
A feeling of comfort, feeling secure
Feeling special, a feeling of goodness
A feeling of care, a feeling of trueness
So close so near so much love we share
A feeling of emptiness if you weren't here
Do not ever want to let this feeling I feel go
Let this be something I’ll forever know
What would I feel without you
Like I’m in a dark place all lonely
In a cold cold room, with no one to hold me
But while I’m with you
I feel like I’m in paradise
Your everything I want
I never want to leave this place
I'm not going even front
You make me feel good with all that you do
I feel LOVED when I’m with you.
This poem is to my heart, u know who u are Shy. I care for u deeply and I always will.

A Hope For Joy

Without a hope
A joy of life
A laughter
to light up my days
I begin to sign.....

All the lonely nights
All the tears of sorrows
All the hurts
I begin to cry.....

An empty heart
A lonely soul
I begin to pray
To have hope
To have love
And to have a peace of mind...

A moment of time
A time to share
A new beginning
Herr’s loving and kind
That she will care
With all her might
Fulfilling with happiness
Promise of lasting love
And to become as one.

A memory A whisper

Do I haunt your dreams?
Hear me laugh and sing?
Does it fade away, into
A memory and a whisper?
Look and you may see.
A haunting clint of me.
Looking from behind the tree.
Running down your street.
Think and you may recall.
Listen and you may hear.
A memory and a whisper.
Make this life real.
Tell me what you feel.
Send it on the breeze.
The wind will float it to me.
For tonight I know.
Under the moon glow.
Everything to me.
Is plainly seen.
A memory and A whisper.
Of you and me.
Listen and you will hear.
Think and recall the memory.
Do I haunt your dreams?
Do I haunt your life?
I know its true....
Memory and a whisper

Between Me & You

Between me and you is something unique and special
A friendship and relationship that could last a lifetime
Between me and you
We are nothing like any other couple
To me you are my friend, my love, my partner
You hold the most unique qualities
Deep inside and outside
You make me feel animate
I feel like a person
Between me and you
There are no lies or secrets
Just the truth and honesty
Our love holds truth, respect and communication
Without one, we would not be us
Between me and you
Lies something special
Personality, support, love and friendship
Between me and you
I love you
Through all the good and bad
My heart lies within you
That is between me and you

Can't Stop thinking' 'bout U......

Standing' on a lonely road, beneath blue skies..
I look ahead and see the long road ahead,
an empty stretch of cement, rough and hard...
I take a few steps and halt,
My knees are trembling',
My palms r sweaty,
The roads r so lonely..........!
the skies so blue....
If only U were there,
if only U was around ...
And then I realize...
I jus' can't stop thinking' 'bout u....
Jus' can't stop thinking' bout u, honey....

I walk a little farther ,taken' slow faltering' steps,
Each step reminding' me that something’s amiss,
Something' not quite right,
My feet don't tread the road with the confidence of a person ,
Who's sure what and where they r,
My mind doesn't think 'bout the thorns that prick my feet,
An then I realize ,
I realize Darling' that..
I jus' can't stop thinking' 'bout u.....

By now my mind's wandering'
the road looks longer and harsher,
Even the peaceful fields look like scary dark moors to me.....
My eyes tell a story of their own,
They speak what my mouth refuses,
My mouth's too busy smiling',
Tears flow freely,
I look up, to the heaven above ,
An' let out a silent prayer,
a prayer to see my love again,
I try to concentrate on the road but....
my eyes are to blurred to see,
And I wonder what's wrong with me,
An' I realize....
Love ...I jus' can't stop thinking' 'bout u.........

My hands move mechanically to wipe away tears,
and I trudge on that weary road alone,
With hope in my heart,
An' a prayer on my lips .
to see u again,
Coz I can't walk on life's path alone,
I can't even step ahead without u,
U leave me for a while and my roads become arduous and bitter for me....
Don't ever thing of goin' away...coz....
If u do...
I may continue trudging' wearily on that road,
continue loving u, continue, trying' to reach the end, continue trying'.....and maybe everything' will jus end trying' coz I can know no end and no beginning without u,
An' I can never get your loving' out of my mind...coz honey...
I JUS" CAN'T STOP THINKIN''BOUT U...........!

Embracing Destiny

To become the person you are truly meant to be
You must be subjected to life’s trials and tribulations
Stumbling along the way
Experiencing love and heartache
To appreciate all that you had
And that of which you have yet to attain
Never allowing life’s lessons to shatter your dreams
Embracing Destiny
When fate throws you a curve and it’s not within your master plan
Heave it back
It is within each of us to determine what is desirable for us individually
Life and love is meant to be cherished
Sharing with all those you adore
Whether you choose to forge your path alone
Or hand in hand with person of choice
Doing it with enthusiasm
Is truly paramount
Live your life to the fullest
As if it were your last day of mortality
For each day is truly a precious gift
Fear not the unknown
Embrace Destiny and make it your own.

Emotions

My emotions run wild when I think of what might be.
Walking beside you at the edge of the sea.
Looking towards the horizon and not saying a word.
Knowing my thoughts of you will always be heard.
The touch of our lips so passionate yet so sweet
The closeness of our bodies giving off heat.
A happiness now, that was thought to be lost.
Together we'll make it, but at what cost?.
My heart is now yours, treasure it with utmost care.
And I'll do the same for you and always be there.

Ever Wonder...

Ever wonder why we fall so deep in love
It feels as though it was sent from above
Ever wonder why we listen to that sad song
Questioning ourselves if this love is wrong
Ever wonder why her smile brings you bliss
Wondering if you’ll ever get that one kiss
Ever wonder why her touch makes you shiver
Just knowing she’s around even makes you quiver
Ever wonder why you feel so alone
Without her with you feel unknown
Ever wonder why she’s scared to be with you
Just to give you the chance is all she has to do
Ever wonder why things seem too hard
She’s been hurt before so she’s on guard
Ever wonder why nothing matters anymore
When you think of her your eyes start to pour
Ever wonder why things don’t work out
You find yourself alone and in a pout
Ever wonder why you haven’t met a special girl
Love seems to through you in a giant whirl
Ever wonder why you make yourself so sad
You see couples and wish it was someone you had
Ever wonder that just maybe it will come true
You just have to patient you’ll have someone too
Ever wonder that you’re a great person inside
Just know your someone you know you can confide
Ever wonder that your love is passionate and strong
Just be true and you’ll find someone in not too long
Ever wonder why you can be really happy
You know you shouldn’t be one to be sappy
Ever wonder how your friends show you a great time
You can be happy if you want to, that’s a sign

There’s someone out there who will welcome your love
She’ll lift you up and fly you away like angels dove
If you look at yourself you’ll see a good person inside its not a dream
And then you’ll know the reason everyone says you’re the way you seem
This is for anyone who feels alone...